Sunday, October 19, 2008

I'm not losing it...it's already gone

Last night I slept great. Rory slept for nearly 5 hours straight, meaning I didn't have to wake up to feed or change her until after 3AM. So realistically I should be rested, happy and patient. But it seems that the extra sleep is having the opposite effect. I seem to be losing it. I have zero patients for the boys and if I hear them cry one more time I'm going to scream.
Dyson has been having problems with peeing his pants lately and I'm going to pull my hair out if he does it again.
Last night before I fell asleep I started thinking about all the things I wanted to get done today but even with my good night's sleep I can't seem to wrap my brain around doing much of anything. (i did fold the laundry this morning though)
I have to get myself and 3 kids ready to move to Grenada in 3 weeks by myself. There is so much to do that my list is never ending. I'm not sure if this is the main contributor of my stress but it sure isn't helping.

I should probably stop complaining now or you are all going to think I'm a nut case.

2 comments:

Snow's said...

You are a nut case!! JK and I love how you take life at face value and somehow you make it all work! On another note, forgive me if this is out of line but after "working in urology"... Dys just had a big change happen in his life and its normal
( not that makes it less stressful or frustrating for you.) for him to not focus on his good potty habits. He's smart though it all comes back soon enough. Love you!!!!

Dad said...

I love the title! I know that life has been really hard lately and I'm sorry that I can't be there to help! I love you and am very proud of the job that you are doing! I think you are awesome!